my song.

i hate that people claim artists' lyrics as their own lifestories...but i guess i'll have to be a hypocrite. i really like these lyrics...i can relate. even though i don't interpret the emptiness literally...its supposed to be a lover. but it fits. and i'm glad that june is coming. and i'm glad that december is over. dig deeper.

If I am lost for a day try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things, that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

December is darkest, in June there's the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
But out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive!
Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive!

I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window and threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on the beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive!
Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive!

January, Febuary, March, April, May
I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October
I'm alive
November, December, yeah all through the winter
I'm alive
I'm alive!

(stars- calendar girl).